Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Budget my Hours, Simple

Realizing that everything falls laughing through the cavernous cracks in my organization, I have reasoned out that scheduling my weeks down to the 1/2 hour has become dire for me. Hard because I've always viewed such activities with disdain. I only have to do it if I ever want to excercise or meditate again, or feel good about my workload versus work product. Thought I was getting used to 4 hours of sleep/night, but my memory flew the coup two weeks into this most recent work/catatonia bender, as best I can recall. Reminiscent of how I felt after getting knocked out while being mugged in SF - wonder, fear, and a whole lot of unanswered questions I become more selective about asking. Dementia focus training, bueno no. I know what some of you are thinking - go to bed and stop typing. I feel that too, but my soul aches for expression and a written record to consult, so, so, so yes I think I will attempt sleep after setting my worry people about some tasks. The worry people are wee dolls that one can assign tasks to be accomplished during one's sleep.


annba said...

Sleep's for pussies.

Zahrala said...

I need to get some of those worry people, I'm doing too much of my own worrying (too much of my own house cleaning and working as well ;)